#106 - Evacuate the dancefloor.

Tomorrow is Teckwhye's NDP! Sadly I am short therefore being blocked by that transparent shelther. Pathetic. What's worse is Cross-country. I thought that NDP should wear red and white and do nothing else. I am planning to walkwalkwalk throughout the way with my friends hehe.

#103 - Uhm

I really have nothing to say nor do nowadays. Probably I should get some hobby or something. Sorta bored, oh! I scored 29.5/40 for my recent July Maths Test. I need that 0.5 marks to achieve an A!!! But getting A2 is considered a lot of improvement since Sa1. I failed my Sa1 btw, thanks to umm... my plain laziness. Tomorrow will be a Chinese Test, yet I am typing here and watching anime. Anyway its just 3 topics, shouldn't be that difficult.

See!!! I am so bored that I am typing rubbish! Pfff, I am scoring B for my Chinese. No more D or C, Nivian Lee. I can do it!!! Muhahahahahahaha. I am feeling, so dumb.

I am feeling a lot better than before. Perhaps I couldn't sleep for more than 7 hours, who knows.

#78 - I wish,

I wish I could accomplish my life's purpose.
I will never look back into the past and move on to the future. I don't know why I suddenly feel so werid but I know what's my life's purpose. I will work hard towards to my goals and archieve it solely. I will find time to type onto Blogger.com with my boring every-day lifes while I try to complete my remainding homework.

#71 - Who am I bluffing?

Before you read, you might not be interested.

12 March 09, 12:13am > 09 June 09, 11:15pm
What you had supported and gave, I'll remember it like it was a part of me.

Who am I bluffing? I admit that I was attached for 2months and 29days. I merely lied to everyone that I was single, how horrible I was. But I have my reasons to it, and it was that some people will find him and I don't want that to happen. It seems like now its all over.

Starting of our relationship was slow, we thought of longer days than it was actually. We called each other every night without fail. Our first outing was to Fort Siloso, as I needed to complete my project work there. He cared so much for me then. I wondered what could have happened.

Whatever I asked him to treat me, he would. I recorded down what he had treat me, it was endless. Even every other call, I would write down in my handphone's draft. I thought, he will always be there.

Around the end, I did not contact him for like, 7 days. I kneeled down on the floor, thinking whether he would still remember me. On 09 June 2009, I sent hima message: Am I forgotten? :( He replied: -censored- Sorry I couldn't say. Just that he mentioned about we can't be together am I should find people who is better for me.

I cried so much that my eyes are swollen. My heart felt so heavy and each breathing was hard. I see blood but I cant feel the pain. I hated him so much for that few mintues. Alot of things revealed, and I even said that if I were to be too agitated, I would stab a knife into him whenever I see him. Of cause, that wasn't half truth but a little bit of lie.

A few quarrelings and haish, I couldn't force him to change his mind. After a few mintues of thinking, I have decided to just be his gan mummy. Looks like, this will be the only relation between us.

Don't worry boy, I don't think I'll ever fall into you again. I don't like back my ex-steadys so easily :) But I won't forget you for what you did.

P.JH, my little boy child. Although you are taller but I can't accept the fact! :X

You were my best.

I may take a few days, weeks or probably months to recover from this relationship. Who knows, someone better than him appears and let me forget about him. Haha, it will take quite a while.

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Thankyou all truckloads: Jerome.L, Jerome.C, Chau Liang for consolling me. ^^v

And Nicholas.T, its my choice to tell you. Now I have the courage, you annoy me. I am not even your anything, why should you care so much?

#64 - Forgotton

Finally, since Primary 5, I get to sleep in an air-conditioned room yesterday \m/

Today went to school for English. Learnt how to form synthesis and transformation and such. Surprisingly, today seemed extra fun than a normal school day. Learnt and laughed and off to Lot One. I knew there's a DBS somewhere around Lot One area! Carolyn and Tingwei hardly believe me :\ Anyway, Carolyn lined up to withdraw from her bank. Tingwei and me walked around Popular and Library to find 'To Kill A Mocking Bird.' It cost $18+ outside while at school it is cheaper by nearly half the price.

After feeding my pet in Pet Society and used up all the energy in Mafia Wars, I will be offline soon :D

#12 - Somebody just kill me.

Before I begin my rants, I should comment on my results.

MY MATHS YAY-LY GOT AN A1'!
DAMN MY CARELESS-NESS. If I had never made a careless mistake, I might get like additional 3 to 5 marks. EOY's, if I'm able to get expected grades and into Pure Science + A Maths, I want to get my dream Notepad below.


V.A.I.O Notepads. I am aiming the one which is on the-top-right-hand corner. I love that colour alotalot. Searched Google.com for more pictures and saw one of the most loveliest room ever.


A bathroom full of pink stuffs. Captured my envious. Using a Notepad when going to the washroom'? How high-tech is it now.

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Today was too much.
I wished it had never happened.
I don't want to face you tomorrow.
I don't like you anymore, ------.

#08 - 1 + 3 = 9.45

Everyone has their own opinions. Today, my opinion, Science is a subject that cannot be played or fooled around.

Down with (heavy) flu today. I'm guessing is the Choco Ceral stabbed me.

Nothing to write recently. Bored as usual.

☑ → I had studied for my exams
☑ → I have confidence that I can pass my Chinese.
☑ → I am more positive.
☑ → I still cry over minor things.
☑ → I hate my Class' Reg. 27.

Looks like I've completed my tasks. Can't wait for my common tests scores next week. Don't fail me Chinese'!

爱 (inserts human name here.).

Potong'!
Want me to write about you'? Sure. I love your tasty nickname. :]
This sunday, or never. Sunday tell you. Sunday ah'! :)
Today Jerome borrowed from me Art materials. He did not wash the paintbrush carefully. :[
Anyway, I still hate that fatfat who sits rights side of me.
Called me bitch yesterday. Sit on my seat purposely. >:[
The end of my life story for today.

♠, waves.

#05 - Impoving life

My life is improving,

After knowing you, Potong'!

When you meet up with me, CJH'!

Two days ago, your phone number.

Lesser complaints and tears.

Siloso Trip
One of my most frigthening trips with my classmates. If you had went before, you should know about those wax figures at the Surrending chambers:

Creepy peepo'! All are so quiet, staring into each other. Walking down the hallway, more peepo staring at me as though I had offended them. Arveen told me, saying there's a woman at the last room. I was curious, so I walked first. As I was staring into space, Arveen pushed me into the room'! I turned to my left, a woman moving'! I shocked until I screamed like hell there. She don't even had any reactions please. You know the feeling, when tens of peepo in the room are fake, and suddenly one moving human appeared right in front of you. It's so damn scary uh.

I'm the only girl in group. My group is following a group of 4 boys. What makes you think'? I have alot of bodyguards, but nono. All of them didn't know the previous incident shocked me like death. They treated me like, nothing'! While walking into the tunnel, one dangling leaf handing above me. Then Jun Yan said it's spider web within it. Makes me feel better. Inside is stuffy, narrow, dark. I stick with Jia Jing all the way 'cause he is the only boy whom I trusted that he won't scare me. Peepo started screaming like AHHHHHH here and there. Then I, cried. It's my character that when I'm too scared, I'll cry. Cry and cry until we all got out of the tunnel.

The boys keep on consolling me, saying it's not scary and such. They didn't know how a girl feels like when she's alone. Then Natalie's group came, and saw me crying. 'Ain asked who made me cry, then the boys explained to her. Jerome and Bryan then keep on repeating, 'Don't cry already, later Potong sad.' Then I laughed retarded-ly, like always. Bryan went to tell Arveen don't know about what then the boys protected me anywhere I go.

Soon alot of other peepo know about this, asking why I cried. They too, knew how scary those wax figures are. Then 2C with 2B gathered around, exchanging their cameras. J came and gave me one very cute keychain ;D. Then talktalk, I shyshy walked away. Chatted with Tingwei for awhile and slacked with my group. (Btw, I bought one Coke from there. $2.20 man'! I can buy two from my nearby maket'!)

I be brave'! I told my group that I want to go into the tunnel again, to stand up for my weakness. Nicholas pulled down that dangling spider-leaf and I laughed at it. Deeper I went, the more confident I have. Looking left and right, I took pictures in every direction I see. Then Nicholas took a picture of a greehopper. It's nearly like, 0.5cm. But with his 6.0mp camera, he is able to take it like it's so big.


Creepy'!

After like don't know how long, we have a class photo at the foot of Fort Siloso.


I love my united + lively class. :D:D.

#02 - Faint

This is the love yea! Last year's dont know what celebration. Drenched in water for hours under the sun. So, argh.

(:D)


Found out that my $5 note has drawings on it. Pathetic, I know.

Not much things* happened these few days. Guess not updateing that often now.